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February 17 Life LIFE
Life is a lesson. As we come into this world,we learn something new each and everyday,wheather it is good bad or indifferent. How we use this knowledge is up to us and whatever choices we make from thses lessons are our own responsibility,but there are also time when we have no choices to make because of what we are taught and it ends up being so very wrong that you do not know how to make it right because we were taught what we were taught. As young children these lessons we rely on because it is either our parents or our teachers giving us this knowledge,which as we grow,and start to learn on our own and making our own choices and we have to decide do we use those lessons as youngsters or do we take the lessons from long ago,learn the real way of the world or do we live in that fantansy life we were taught?????
As I have learned through my own experiences from these so called lessons,which we thought were true and we could depend on those who taught those lessons,well as my life has turned out,because of the cards that unfortunately were dealt to me,those lessons were so wrong in every way that it scares me for our children. Look at our life then and their life now,then think of the lessons we were told,try and think of what the hell they are being told. They try to blame it all on the parents,which in some cases it is the parents fault,WHY? because the didn't learn from those lessons,instead they believed in them and didn't pay attention to what their children were doing. That is just plain stupid,life is nothing like we knew it to be,and society is making it worse for our kids,not to include the teachers no a days who just don't give a shit,they only think of their paycheck.
So,take every lesson as we were when er were kids,look at todays world and think what the hell is going on around you and your kids.Pay attention and teach them to dream with their eyes open not shut,tell them they can become what they want not what you want,but teach them that as life is a lesson and we come into this world learning and we leave it the same way,but learn from those lessons and make it right. Society only wants to put rotten things in their heads and don not tell them the consequenses of their action and the government well shit we all know they don't have a clue about shit.
This world is how you make it as I have learned,but during this time,I have gone through so many losses because I believed in the one most important lesson of all-----are you ready for this===blood is thicker than anything,and they will always be there to protect you and help you-----LIE LIE LIE-----My life was stripped away from me because of my own family. The saddest part of all I have not done a thing to any of them and I don't UNDERSTAND how they could do such horrible things to me and my kids,who they took from me and I don't understand how,when,why or what I did that they could destroy my life without giving it one damn thought of my kids. I raised those little ones alone for 13 and 10 years they had everything possible for a single mom,their father turned his back on them and moved away for a woman not caring his was breaking their hearts. I did everything I could to try and stop it but he just didn't care,but some how someway he and my family who each couldn't stant the other got together and in 24 hours they were gone. It has been almost 4 years now,I still have a wonderful relationship with my daughter,my only girl, but I haven't seen them because of the lies,my daughter now believes and remembers all of it was a lie but is afraid to tell her dad she wants to be with me again,but at this stage my health is very bad and I am so afraid I will never see her again,all I have is"Mom I love you w/all my heart see u when I get home from school" she never came home that was 4 years ago. So life has and never will be as it was because I believed in the almighty lesson"Blood is thicker than water"BULLSHIT!!!!
Terry(so called mother) hated me since I could remember,I did everything I could to try and make her love me,not.I will never understand why,but have finally accepted it,after all she is living with a child molester,the one who molested my very own child,his life has been hell,and if I could ever put my arms around him and take it all away and put on me I would.She took my kids because I put that man in jail,and the most ironic thing of all is,he was released 2 months after she helped take my kids away.
Life has been a lesson all right,HELL!!!!
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